Gypsy Dreams

First you hurt a lot, but that passed. Then you were sore spot, causing me flashes of lightning pain as I accidentally brushed over you.

You were then my battle scar, from life. Now as you fade away quietly, I am glad you are healed, but I also think I am going to miss you.

Letting go of a scar isn’t supposed to be sad?

Find me a memory…

As I drive down from the airport and look at the mountains I smile.

That’s all. They make me smile. Thank you.

Happy New Year Everyone!

On cooking

If it has chicken and green beans, I’ll eat it.

On books

If it doesn’t say anything stupid in the first 20 pages, I’ll read it.

On booze

If it's free…

Random

I wake up with a sinking feeling that my brain is faster when I am asleep than when I am awake.

Scene Three- Music

The drummer in her head had been joined by a cymbal player and a very enthusiastic trumpeter.

Breaking-up Etiquettes

Due to the joyless note that has become the background score of my life (I have no reason for this, most people I know would be happy with the situation I find myself in). So continuing on that note, this is the kind of coffee table conversation I indulge in.

Breaking-up etiquettes:

To you my friends whose identity in these pages is veiled in fictional disguise it is but fitting that I dedicate this post.

What is the right time to break up?

Should you break up with the person when you know he/she has a busy time coming up in their life, so they will have to focus on that and get over you fast?

· Can backfire as said person may screw up the important task.

Should you break up when he/she is with friends and family and has his/her support system around (who can gather around and tear you apart and help said person get over you).

· Or will this cause the happy occasion to turn into a mourning festival?

Should you break up as soon as you can? Or should you wait it out and hope the other person breaks up with you first?

Should you be yourself and have faith in the fact that no one can be with you for such a long time and wait for them to break up with you?

Should you tell said person about other friend who would totally dig them?

Is it your responsibility as the instigator of the break up to listen to the theatrics quietly, if said person feels inclined to resort to such?

Public displays of emotion are alright, only if the people in question are beautiful. Otherwise its just gross.

The voices only speak to me

Things to do this month:

• Spring cleaning: get the wardrobe in order.(check)
• Start doing more volunteer work: Animal shelter.
• Start taking time to read: go to a park and read on Sundays.

Kickbacks:

• Get hair colored or get a tattoo.

5 Questions

Do you think your looks have helped you?

They have certainly made a difference, but I can’t say always to my benefit. HOD’s have been known to flunk me because I am who I am and look like I do.

What would you change about your life?
Nothing much, I like me and what happened to me is a part of who I am. I am only twenty one, no regrets yet.

I wish I had read Steinbeck sooner though.

What is the one thing that attracts you to a person?

I can’t really think of one thing, it could be anything. Their general demeanor, eyes, the way people laugh, the music that they listen to.

Why do you dislike talking about yourself?

It’s a devious scheme, I love talking about myself and act like I don’t and then people want me to talk about myself and everyone is happy.

Why do you overreact when you hear about parents trying to stay together for the sake of their children?

Ah, I don’t overreact. I believe that when your parents do not love each other the kids can sense that and they feel insecure. If by staying together the parents are bringing out the worst in each other, it can’t be good for the kids.